I feel like such a fuck up. I can’t seem to say the right things to say, people never listen anyway literally walking away like I’m not even there. I just want to be alone hell I don’t even want to be me I’m my worst fucking enemy and I hate everything about me. I feel like a failure and I can never keep my cool I don’t even know why I’m on here even though I haven’t been on In a while.
The day I was supposed to get rid of my demons they’re still heckling behind my back and I hate it. A week clean and “my dog scratched me” wow. My demons have taken it too far I wonder what they’ll fuck up next. Fuck. I am a fuck up. a selfish, stupid good for nothing, idiotic, useless, ugly failure.
Derpy as hell